How can you know you are missing something, if you have never had it? Well, you could have had it, and then "lost" it. Or you can begin to notice other people having it, while you don't. At least you don't THINK you do...
Searching... What am I even searching for? I'm not really sure. Perhaps a feeling. An experience. An embrace. A touch. A presence. A love. Feelings of security. Support. Teamwork Where did you go? Hello? Ughhh. I'm all alone. Bump. Will you be the one? Ouch...nope. Bump. Will you be the one? oooh yeahh..ouch..no. SLAM! OOh, How about you!? This is it, yeahh..ohh!! Ouch. no. Well crap...now what? WAHHHHHHH. Argggghhh. Hmmmpphhhh. I quit. Ah. I got it. MONEY! CAREER! MINE! You're fired. We're laying you off. You're fired. Denied unemployment benefits. Nearly homeless, living on PB & J. Hmm..maybe this security stuff is not in money. Or people...how about God. Is it God? God. You go with me everywhere anyway right? How do I turn to you? .... ...... ........ ???????????????????????????????????????????????? Hello ???????????????????????? I begin sensing a smile. A "FINALLY" kind of smile. Go "FINALLY" yourself God! Ughhhh what the heck is this! Welcome Home. Welcome to You. Welcome to What's been with you all along. Now what? GREAT question! Now what? IDK, you tell me. That's why I have been asking for your help, duh. Why don't you tell me... (Someone is listening, and not telling me what to do?! WHAT?) I have heard it said that LISTENING is the highest form of love...How could I have not made this connection before? Umm... cuz now was the perfect time. Now is always the "perfect time." So now what......?
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Rebecca Griffin
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